On that day, I will find a chance to say "no, I do not think yours is better than mine just because you say it is.".

It wasn't just 1) you placing yourself up high and somehow putting me down, it was 2) me who didn't stand up for myself as well. Both of them cannot occur without the other so I must not whine about you as I had originally planned to. (for personal reference: Vertigo)

My fear of not being being good enough and therefore not speaking up does not equate to me not trying. I'll prove it.